Better day yesterday. Still not feeling 100% cheery but I am doing better. Taught all day yesterday, then took a little nap. B got home and I made her dinner because she was starving. I wasn't hungry yet which kind of sucked making dinner twice but whatever. Worked on the puzzle, which I am almost finished with thank goodness. We watched a little tv and then we went to bed. All in all a boring day. The nice part is for the first time all week, our conversations didn't revolve around wedding stuff. I am still stressed about it, but I think she finally realized that talking about it 24 hours a day isn't doing me any favors. There's nothing that can be done right now so talking about it isn't helping anyone. I know that's a shitty attitude but it's the truth. I can't afford to put down payments on anything, I can't be in MI to look at anything so going over 400 different options is wasting time. I have been keeping most of those thoughts to myself and just smiling and nodding. I think this is part of why I am have been so cranky this week.
This morning I am taking her for an eye doctor appointment then coming back to work on documentation. I need to get at least one more training converted to our new format today no matter how long it takes. I ended up losing one of the few days I had this month due to schedule changes. Now I am booked solid except for the 17th and 19th this month. That's a lot of talking, a lot of being 'on' and it is going to wear me down before the end of the month. I can already feel it.
Oh well. Comes with the job.
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