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I had trouble falling asleep last night because I started getting depressed about life and the future and what the hell I am doing. I want to be able to make more money to be able to pay things off and give B a good future but then I realize how old I am and who the hell wants to hire an old guy like me and that I need to be really careful not to lose my job because then I will be screwed and it didn't help that B wasn't tired and I went to bed alone at 11 and tossed and turned until she came in at 2 and then I got up at 5. Sigh.

See?

Just one brain fuck after another is what it was last night.

The day itself wasn't bad. Got up, did some work stuff. Prepped for today. I have a REALLY large group in each of my classes this week. Two one day classes and one two day with no less than 10 students each day. This is going to make for a challenge. I prepped out all my slides, my screens, etc. I should be ready to go but there's always the fear I am missing something. I will be dealing with about 50 people in total the rest of the week. I can handle it.

Played some Sims. Organized files. Caught up on BBT with B. Made fish tacos for dinner. She caught up on PLL finally.

That was about it. We left the house once to get something at the grocery store. Oh yeah, pie. I totally had forgotten what it was. She was craving pumpkin pie so we went to the store. That was our big trip out. Whee.

God I am just not all here right now. I am just flustered with life. I definitely don't want to do a show this Friday even though it's a big documentary special. Check out their kickstarter page - Rocky Horror Saved My Life. I think it's a cool thing, just not up to it. Then on Sunday we have to travel so it will be rough.

So much to do so little time left to do it.