Thursday, September 5, 2019

Y11 D102

Down in the basement because I spent the day recording and moved my shit down here where it's quiet. Still very quiet down here. I like quiet. Quiet is good.

I made an effort last night. Didn't pan out. Never does. I tried to go out - ha go out, I walked across the street to the library - but it didn't work. There was a game night at the library but as I stood to the side and watched people show up, these were not my people. Dear lord I don't want them to be my people. Calling them cosplay convention magic the gathering nerds is an insult to all good cosplay convention magic the gathering playing nerds. These were at a whole new level.

I miss drinking. It was easy to go to a bar, drink, lower my inhibitions, and have conversations. Can't do that any more. Stay in my hole. Easier that way.

B on the other hand was gone all fucking day. From hanging out with her friends to bingo she left at 11am and didn't get home until 11pm. Lucky her.

I spent the day i n a basement to see nerds to back in the basement.

I watched The Dark Crystal last night so I could watch the new show on Netflix. My excitement was watching a 40 year old move with muppets.

Whatever. All that's going through my head:

he had a lot to say
he had a lot of nothing to say
we're gonna miss him

come down
get off your fucking cross
we need the fucking space to nail the next fool martyr

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