I have come to realize I know too many people here who are unemployed, partially employed, or retired. This is impacting their expectations of how much time I can give to maintaining friendships. If you message me between 7am and 5pm, odds are I am fucking working. Not to mention, even the ones who are employed seem to have no lives. Do you think I am up to doing something last minute on a Tuesday after working all day? Add to this the ones who live in apartments or with parents. Even if I had the energy, odds are I have a house task that needs completing and I am not going anywhere. Nor do I have hours on end to sit and chat with you on a phone or computer. You need to change your expectations. Big time.
As such, I spent all the way until 5pm last night working. C left around noon. I went to the eye doctor at 8am, came back by 9, and started working. Plain and simple. As for the eye doctor, for the first time ever, I had no change in my prescription! WOO! Exciting to be honest. My eyes have reached their peak fucked up level and are holding steady. Go me.
Recorded all day and handed off to B. Have like 16 more to record today. It will take me all day to get this done. No screwing around. After work, I had leftovers, watched a little tv, moved some shit around, put away laundry, cleaned the house a bit, and went to bed at 9:30. It was a long day.
Not sure what time C will be back. Making chicken parm for dinner.
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