ANA Y2 D113

Out of curiosity I went back and read my entry for this day last year. B and I were still in the same bed but moving towards that being done. They were looking forward to A being in town for a week and I was getting ready to go spend the weekend with C. I was starting to make sense of everything. I was moving forward. One thing of note was this time last year two of B's friends had turned to me to complain about them. The funny thing is on Friday, one of those two people called me to say hey we haven't seen each other in like two weeks let's hang out. So here I am a year later and can honestly say that I didn't lose any friends because of what happened and instead deepened at least one friendship. That's nice. 

Had another good day. We took our time getting up and heading out. We had breakfast first, lounged around the hotel and headed out around 10am. Of course as we got closer to suburbia we both started getting cranky. We talked a lot about how different we felt being there versus here. It's a move that needs to happen is how we both feel. Got home close to 1pm, unpacked, did laundry, decided we weren't cooking, ordered Thai for dinner. We watched a movie, Vivarium, and settled in for the night. It was okay. Too many unanswered questions for both of us. After the movie we retreated to the bedroom for a little fun. There's another big difference. As stupid as it still sounds, for my own mental health, I am still keeping track of the number of times we have sex each month. Plus I am tracking the whole year. We're above the national average right now and it's only September. Yep. That's a good thing. After we had our fun we both were craving something sweet and went on a hunt for a milkshake. We went to four places. Two had broken machines, one was closed. We finally got what we wanted but of course we were hella frustrated at everyone in this area yet again. Got back, ate our treats, played some video games, and headed to bed around 1am. 

Now today, oh today. It's DEATH GRIPS NIGHT! I am excited and scared at the same time. This is going to be a loud insane concert. I have to figure out what to wear, where to park, get cash. But I know we will have a fun time. Been looking forward to this for months. 12 hours. Let the day begin.