Y2 D229

And here it is Monday. What a lost weekend and not in a good way. That was a long stressful weekend. I didn't get shit accomplished but at the same time I seem to have made everyone else happy. Good for me? Whatever. I am a bit bitchy and cranky this morning. Not depressed or sad, just tired and bitchy.

I spent the majority of yesterday doing final prep for the dinner party last night. I tried going to IKEA in the morning to look for stuff for myself but that place is so damn annoying on weekends especially when you are by yourself. It's not the kind of place to hang out at on a Sunday mid-morning. Too many damn couples and people with children running around. No, IKEA trips for me should be reserved to like Tuesday nights. I ended up just kind of leaving feeling a little blue.

Came back home and did the rest of my prep. Headed over to the party around 3:30 and for the next six hours, cooked, entertained, and stressed about everything. All the courses were a hit and everyone was happy, but man talk about stress. Someone else's kitchen, teenagers coming and going, people watching me cook; not something I want to do again soon.

And while this was all happening I was getting emails from my directors (not just me, the whole cast) on all the current issues with cast - people who don't check in, too much noise before the movie, borderline X rated comments during the movie (which apparently upset some people in the audience), people with attitudes, etc etc etc. It was one of the longest email chains I have seen from them in the last few months. I don't envy their job or stress level at all.

I heard from LO last night. Apparently she has met someone and is in LOVE. Well good for you. I don't need to hear that, but good for you. Hope you are happy together. Whatever.

On that front, I haven't heard back from G. A second, WHATEVER. I am just going to be me and happy with me and life can go fuck itself.