I am really disliking my job right now. I have another interview Thursday and depending on how things progress between now and then, I may just take it. It would be a major upheaval and life change, but I just can't keep going on like I am. I am tired of the random emails at midnight, the inconsistency of work schedule, the promise of money that never appears, the pulling in nine different directions, and the blatant disregard for any semblance of a life I may try to have.
Spent the day yesterday waiting, then working, then waiting, then working, then getting pulled one way then another. Tired of it. I was supposed to be in a training class today but that got bumped because a client yelled WE NEED HIM. So I drop everything only for them to come back and say, yeah legal is still looking things over, maybe Wednesday or Thursday? Gosh, okay, let's pile a shit ton on him in the meantime. I have been sitting for weeks and now the kid is here they do this? Fuckers.
Played Fluxx with the kid last night. She got into it and beat me three out of four times. Then we had some dinner and watched House. It is nice to have her around. I can't wait until she is moved in though and has her own friends. I still have the guilt of wanting to entertain her even though I know I don't need to anymore. Just how I feel. I feel like she should have something to do while she is here and since she doesn't have a circle of friends yet it falls on me.
I am rambling. Too much in my head this morning.
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