Y3 D273

The drama police, they're coming for you, the drama police they're in my head...

Oh dear lord if I had wanted to go back to high school I would ... well, nothing really because I don't want to be back in high school even though apparently some of the people I know seem to never want to leave.

The day itself was pretty uneventful. Did some work, had a conference call about the DOL, got things lined up for possibly the next week or so, but otherwise pretty mellow. The kid went out with her grandmother most of the day and had fun for once.

But come the night, oh the night time shenanigans...

Around 6 I get a text - 'we have made our decision about the issue'. Um, okay? Nothing more like a half hour. I didn't respond because god only knew which 'issue' she was referring to this time. I expected either a text or an email to follow which it did about 30 minutes later. According to my directors any event at which they are at qualifies as a cast event and anyone seen giving alcohol to a minor is off cast. I see. You are now the police of the world? They also stated that they would contact the proper authorities. Because yes, the police are TOTALLY going to respond to a call of: "I am at a wedding and there is a 20 year old drinking a glass of wine!!". Give me a fucking break. You can't police the world to fit into your moral values. You know in almost every other country the drinking age for wine is as low as 14-16 but on average 18. And to make sure I wasn't talking out of my ass, I actually looked this up. Matter of fact, here in the US there are even exceptions for the 21 law based on being in a private club, medical reasons, or the home of a parent. DRIVING while intoxicated is illegal regardless of age obviously and has a stiffer penalty if the person is under 21. But if someone wants to come to my house and have a drink while under my supervision and doesn't drive then it is actually legal in my state. Yep. I looked it up bitches. Their email started a flurry of emails, phone calls, texts, etc. People were turning to me and our advisor to see if they had truly lost their minds. It got pretty nasty. There is going to be some serious fall out from this. The way I see it, this is abuser behavior. There is no drama going on at the moment therefore there is nothing for them to use as an excuse to drink. Hence drama is created which they can use to say is the reason they HAD to drink to reduce their stress. And substitute drink for whatever you choose, it's abuser mentality regardless. I publicly stayed out of the whole thing but behind the scenes I was going off. There was even talk about removing THEM from cast. Essentially staging a coup d'etat and taking the cast over for ourselves.

All I know is I am going to the show on Saturday and then taking a month off. I will reevaluate everything during that month to see if I want to continue. The real issue is TGF. When I talked to her last night before bed, I told her everything and she was just disgusted. But she is also having issues because when she tells her friends about us she is tired of them making comments about our age difference. I really feel like if there was anything that ever split us up in the near future it will be other people not allowing us to be ourselves.

I didn't ask for this. I didn't go searching for someone considerably younger nor did she set out to find a 'sugar daddy'. We met, we had sex, and we ended up falling in love. Sorry but it happens. Now we just have to deal with all the naysayers and haters. But it gets hard. It's hard to have people tell you constantly that what you're doing is 'wrong'. Even though no one is hurting anyone and no one is keeping anyone from leaving somehow we are hurting each other. Go figure.

I am tired. I am very very tired of everything.