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GOOD MORNING VIETNAM!

Um, yeah. Hi. Hey guess what I did yesterday? Yep. Taught all day. Then worked on the trade show stuff. Today I teach again. I am in that mood ya know? Trainer mode. Voice perfect, smile on. I can't wait until 3pm today when I can shut down and relax.

Went out last night around 6. There was a birthday party at the pub which my friends were at and since the person having the party was their friend but an acquaintance of mine, I decided to go to say hello. I didn't stay too long. I went, had a burger, couple of drinks, came home. I was more interested in coming home and talking to B.

I scraped our conversations yesterday into a single document. As of right now it is 1403 pages. I have to format it and clean it up, but still 1403 pages. That's a lot of fucking talking right there. Seriously. I have never felt like I have known someone this intimately ever. Not even TXGF. Not even X2. Speaking of X2, I realized how much like HER father I am yesterday. Right around the time she was the same age as the kid, her dad found someone a few years older than her and fell in love. He then proceeded to get remarried and have two kids. Is this my destiny? I find it ironic because when I met him I had never seen a happier guy. Maybe it's the women on X2's side of the family that drain the life out of us and make us feel like we have to get our lives back? She was always her mother's daughter. Asshole comment? A little bit. But I see way too many parallels to the shit X2's mom did and X2 to me that it is one hell of a coincidence. Maybe I will be happy. Maybe she is the right person for me. I plan to find out. I truly do.