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Better day yesterday. Had a smaller class which made things easier. That was my 8th straight day teaching and I am getting exhausted Two more days of it and then two shows. I can't wait for Sunday and Monday is a holiday. I tried explaining to B last night why I am just so non-talkative at night the last couple of nights. I explained that after being up at 5am and having to talk all day the last thing I want to do is keep talking. She mostly understood.

On a plus side, she has leads on a couple of jobs. Hopefully she will get the resolved soon as she is starting to stress. She hates feeling like a free-loader. She keeps worrying I am going to say she isn't worth the trouble and tell her to go back. She knows it's a silly fear but it's her fear and no amount of logic will change it. All I can do is reassure her that she isn't a burden to me and that I know she is doing her best.

Speaking of that, we are once again having issues with who is going to drive our stupid prop truck to shows this weekend. I just can't do it given my schedule and the simple fact I have no where to park the damn thing. I want that truck out of our lives. Hopefully after October we can kiss it goodbye. We need a much smaller option. Sigh.

We did have a nice night. We cleaned the kitchen together, had dinner, relaxed on the couch, and played a game of scrabble. Very close game too. We also took care of my hair. It was looking a little beat up and gray.

The stupid fridge is making too much noise right now. Thank god I live in an apartment because if that fridge goes out, I will have them bring a new one so fast it will people's head spin. Part of me hopes it does burn out because these people haven't done shit for me in my mind. Not enough to justify the increases in rent I have had. I need to look up the laws and see what they should and shouldn't have done for me given that October marks 3.5 years since I moved in.

Went to bed around 10 and once more B had a restless night. I don't know what to do about that if anything. She needs to stop her brain at night, but whatever. Nothing I can do if she can't help herself.

Another small class today followed by a big one tomorrow. I will get through this. I may not have a voice left and I may be dead tired, but I will survive. I always do somehow.