Y5 D89

What day is it? I am very confused this week. Too much training. I have been up at 5 every day. And there's still two more days of it. At least today and tomorrow are from home. I don't have to leave the house. I guess I will put on pants.

Taught onsite all day yesterday. Brought the class donuts which always gets them excited. Honestly, I don't mind the onsite stuff. Especially when it is local. I have five days of that next month already planned and am looking forward to it. But this month I am on day 4 of ten straight of training. It's draining on a guy. I am looking forward to 9/2 when I will have a small break in the action. Of course I don't want to get chewed out so I have plenty of stuff lined up to keep me busy. Which is total bullshit, but that's a story for another day.

Got home around 6. Brought home leftovers again. This time burrito boxes from Rubio's. Didn't have to worry about cooking. I need to explain something to B though. She is doing the same thing to me that X1 would do. When I get home from something like this I need to decompress. To engage immediately in conversation is hard. I don't want to talk or be cheery. I want to just veg out for a while and she on the other hand has been home all day talking to no one. Thank god at least for the internet and video games. It could be worse. A lot worse.

The kid was home and we all had some decent conversation while we ate. After dinner I did some reading while B played Sims and the kid was in her room doing the same. I was extremely tired and passed out around 9:30. I woke up at 12 and found B still up. I woke up again at 2 and found her on the couch. I decided to leave her be and just sent her to bed when I got up at 5. I don't know why she couldn't sleep but how much you want to bet she napped yesterday? I need her to get on a better sleep cycle. She is repeating her behavior when she was home and would stay up until 3 then sleep until 11. That just doesn't work for me. Not for any real reason other than guilt. Also I still have issues from when Psycho Bitch would stay up all night while I slept. That experience has made me wary of someone who is up while I am not. Trust issues? No, I am good I have plenty, thanks!