The week is catching up to me. I slept through two alarms this morning. I didn't go to bed late either. It's just the time changes and exhaustion of the week starting to rear their heads. I've reached that point. It happens. Three more days and I can go home.
I ended up having to change large chunks of the class yesterday on the fly. The material I was given for this week was not really appropriate for the students. I think there was a huge miscommunication between the people who organized the training, their assessment of the people who would be attending, and my boss not asking the right questions. I am really worried about the job he has been doing lately. He leaves for Hawaii tomorrow and I don't feel like his head has been in the right space all week. It's understandable for sure. I know the week or two leading up to Australia I was not focused on things the way I probably should have been. The difference is my actions impacted just me for the most part where as his are impacting the whole team. I was in a real awkward spot yesterday. I had to readjust the demos and material to fit the skill level on the fly. I then had to stay late to redo the class materials for the second group starting today. That was fun.
On top of everything else, I am now worried about my job. One of my co-workers told me last night our boss told her this is a make or break month for our group in terms of revenue. I don't know what that means. I don't know if that means she is going to get moved around, if salaries will be impacted, if there will be layoffs. In the dark. Now I am stressed. At the same time, if my job was in jeopardy, would they have been encouraging my move? I don't know what evil lurks in the hearts of men.
Got chicken for dinner so I could have multiple meals out of it. Watched some tv. Went to bed around 9:45.
Almost done. I just want to relax this weekend but I know B is going to want to pack. Sigh.
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