Y2 D302

I am so fucking sick of this weather. Why did I move? Why did I leave my nice beach community where the sun is out right now? I should be wearing shorts already, not bundled up in hoodie and thermals with a space heater between my legs. Tired of this shit. I am tired of a lot of things to be honest. Doesn't fucking matter any more.

Yeah sorry Alice, but I am feeling like I am going down the rabbit hole. Wanna follow? Let's go...

Yesterday was interesting. I had to wait for one client to get back to me with information so I decided to work on one of our side projects that my boss has been wanting me to finish. I finished it right around 6:30 and sent him an email. Ironically he told me he was just about to send an email of his own asking if it was done because he needed to use the box. Well score one point for me. Of course I should have stretched it out because today I am sitting again until I hear back from this fucking client.

Oh look there goes the noisy neighbors. Teach your fucking kids to not slam doors will you please?!?!?

Other things of interest yesterday -- had a phone interview with a new company. It's not really what I am looking for, but the funny thing was the guy on the phone knows a number of the same people I do. About five minutes into it, he says -- well since you know so and so, I don't think there's any doubt if you could do this job. Want to come in and meet us? Sure what the fuck. I am supposed to go in for a face to face next week. Upsides? More money. One office instead of travel. Downsides? Not the work I really want to be doing and it's a startup. I don't know if they will be here in a year. Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I had a phone screen with another company earlier in the day. Shows how memorable it was. They too were hot on getting me, but the problem was they are a direct competitor to my current company. I told them to call me back in a couple of weeks as I was still exploring opportunities. In both cases though, I am looking at a base increase of 20-25k. That would certainly change things for me. That's why I have to consider these roles even if the work isn't interesting to me.

Went over to my co-head's house last night to discuss some prop issues. We now have a day on the calendar set aside to build new props. Two weeks from Saturday. We need to finish this one big prop. Hopefully we can get it to 75% by that day. We shall see.

Wasn't tired so I came home and watched Johnny Mnemonic until midnight. God what a stupid movie but I still like it even after all these years. I do laugh at it now when he talks about 320gb in his head.

Frustrated. Tired. Lonely. Time to make the donuts...