Y3 D46

Got everything done that I wanted to do yesterday. My house is finally back in order, everything is rewired, apps all downloaded to new phone, etc, etc, etc. Spent the entire day in the house since the kid had my car. Also had a chance to spend a lot of time thinking yesterday because I was by myself. The kid had another full 8 hour day. She worked from 11:30 to 8:30 which gave me plenty of time to be introspective. Especially since I was up even earlier than before she left.

I was thinking about some of the comments made Saturday to me about my party on Friday. Most of the comments were about the other people I had invited. Seems like they were too far out of their element. In total there were over 30 people there and 9 or 10 were people not on cast. People I didn't just meet in the last year. Many of them were having fun and were socializing with cast folks and there was not issue. But a few of them were cold and rude to cast members. That isn't cool. What I realized yesterday is that it's not that these are mean people it's just they're not my friends any more. They are part of the past that needs to stay in the past. When I stepped back and thought about who was rude it was because they had been 'our' friends, not 'my' friends. I see that now. They are the kind of people who do dinner parties with couples. Their idea of going out for drinks is a fancy bottle of wine at an upscale place, not sucking down shots from some girl's chest. Which I did at least 4 times that I can remember. I must have looked like some alien creature to them.

Well it's cool. I just won't be inviting them to anything else any time soon. Matter of fact, they probably won't be hearing from me again which will suit all of us just fine. I am not going to lose any sleep over this one. I hadn't seen these people in at least six months or more except for one of them. And she can piss off. Every time I have seen her it's been drama anyway, so screw it. Done and done.

Kid got home around 9 and we went to 7-11 as we both wanted something sweet for dessert. I got a slurpee. It just sounded good.

Time to start the week. Busy schedule at work this week.