Y3D39

Managed to accomplish almost all of my goals yesterday. Kitty litter was handled, laundry is now done, furniture is all rearranged and the wall is painted. I still have crap everywhere and I have to rewire the entire place but otherwise I managed to knock out everything I wanted to get done. The kid enjoyed herself at the museum but came home and went right back to bed for two hours. Other than running a few errands I spent the day inside and without human contact. Just the way I wanted it. People kept trying to reach out to me but I ignored them by choice. More of the same today. Yes, it's 4th of July but I also don't care. I don't have friends who invite me places like BBQs or boating or any of that normal people shit. No, I am not the kind of person people include in their plans. So fuck it. Fine. Stop trying. Stop caring. Stay inside my hole and let the world keep on moving by me. Doesn't fucking matter anyway. 64 hours until my birthday.