I will take this happiness anyway I can get. I don't care what anyone else thinks. I haven't woken up this happy in quite a while. She hasn't asked for anything but my attention and compassion; she hasn't stolen from me; she hasn't lied to me. All she wants is to be treated with respect and kindness. That I can do. It's nobody's business and I have to keep it that way. What I do in my personal life is my personal life, I have to remember that. I won't flaunt her, talk about her, or anything else for the time being. Everyone can go fuck themselves.
Worked all day yesterday while being chastised, insulted, disparaged, and yelled at through IM, text messages, and emails. Only two people are on my side right now. Thank you both for being there. It means more than you can imagine. Everyone needs to step back and remember that I have been fucking suicidal I have been so lonely. I am not 'in love' or confusing things - I am enjoying someone's company and they are enjoying mine. I am not looking to blow my fucking head off for the first time in a while. What? Don't like that talk? Tough shit. It's the truth.
She met me at a different train station last night where we had dinner then went and saw Captain America. I was actually surprised at how good it was. It followed the canon of the original story quite well. The villain was true to the comics, the story was interesting, the effects weren't over the top, and they wrapped it up nicely. After the movie we went home and went to bed. No sex, just bed.
I almost forgot what today is -- almost...
Happy birthday bitch.
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