Y12 D4

"When the looting starts the shooting starts..."

Oh yeah, Hillary would have been just as bad.

"Thugs"
"My ratings!"

This isn't an administration. It's a fucking joke.

14 years ago we watched "President Camacho" and we all laughed and said that could never happen here. Now we're living it. The streets are on fire. I always said our next civil war (ain't nothing civil about war) will be a race war. Here it is.

Blood on the streets. Blood on the rocks. Blood in the gutter. Every last drop. You want blood? You got it.

Yes you have.

I am ashamed to be a white person in America. I am disgusted to live around people who are "very fine people". Things are not good right now. Not good at all.

I left the house twice yesterday. Grocery store. Pet store. Luckily the grocery store is back to being open at 6am. I was one of 5 customers in the whole store. Anxiety level reduced. But I bought enough groceries I don't have to go out again for a while.

Recorded a class. Hung a medicine cabinet. Made spaghetti with meatballs for dinner.

Watched the streets burn. Watched injustice in the heartland. I've been to those places. I know those streets. Now when I return I will see bloodstains.

The years are changing me. Not always in a good way. I withdraw from the world because I hate what the world has become.