Long day yesterday. We spent almost 12 hours at the amusement park. Rode every single ride at least once and about a half a dozen twice. I was surprised at how empty it was given it's still summer. I expected larger crowds. It wasn't completely empty, but I don't think we waited more than 10 or 15 minutes at any ride. Most of them we were in the car within five minutes. But man we had fun. Ran around like children.
I am happy to say that I realize things here have become slightly boring. I don't mind. I am ok with that. I am not severely depressed, I haven't been drinking, and I haven't felt like blowing my head off lately. Maybe I have turned a corner?
I am still lonely, I am still frustrated, but I am handling things right now. What more can we ask out of life?
It's not like any of my problems have gone away, I am just dealing right now.
What makes me bring this up?
I was thinking yesterday while we were running around the amusement park, that life isn't too bad. Here I am enjoying the day outside with my kid, being a kid in some respects, and it was good.
Of course, the kid goes home tomorrow which leaves me back on my own. We shall see how well I function when left to my own devices. Odds are I will make at least one or two bad decisions which will make for more interesting writing.
Right now though I am going to enjoy the peace.
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