Y2 D94

Ever have one of those days fellow singletons, where it feels like you see nothing but couples? Not in a bad way, just that every time you turn around you see people together. I had one of those kind of days yesterday after work. Work was good; we wrapped up the stuff we needed to get done around 3. I had to debate wether it was worth the effort to head to the airport early and see if I could get home last night or just wait for my flights today. I decided to wait until today. Mostly because I knew if I tried catching standby flights and running around airports, I would either stress out completely or find myself stuck in airports all night long. Wasn't worth the hassle. I have confirmed flights today, so just take them. I won't get home for another 12 hours but it's not like I have anyone waiting at home for me.

See? That's probably why I felt like all I saw were couples. I was feeling like there's no reason to rush home because it doesn't matter if I am here or there. After work, I headed up to my room, relaxed for a little while then headed down to the restaurant for dinner. Seafood Friday. All you can eat seafood of all types. I had shrimp, king crab legs, frog legs, salmon, and a good dessert. Even if I wasn't comp'd, it was a darn good dinner for the price.

I kept looking around while at dinner wondering first off, how are there so many fat people in this area? No, seriously, these people are fucking huge. Men and women both. I had to clusters of crab legs while the table next to me had like twenty. Disgusting. But yet, they found each other. The funny looking guy over? Yep, even he has somebody. Am I too picky? Am I wanting something that doesn't exist? Am I living a fantasy? I don't know the answer to any of these questions. Well, I know the too picky part. Yes, I am. I want what I want and this time I will kill to protect what I believe in. I could have stayed with N1. I could have compromised and right now would have had someone waiting for me at home. But I would have still been searching. I would have still been wondering what if. I still think I did the right thing when it comes to her. For better or worse.

After dinner, headed back to my room and watched a couple of movies - Salt and Vampire Suck. Salt was acceptable, but not really that good. Vampires Suck was just straight up awful. Nobody knows how to make good parody movies anymore. Whatever happened to the days of airplane? Good parody is subtle not corny.

Watched the movies, went to bed. Now today I travel. With no one at home waiting for me...