Holy fucking hell she is still here. This is no longer the longest date in history, it's a fucking relationship. No wait, since we aren't even having sex, it's more like a marriage and not a relationship. I thought I was done with this kind of shit? But I made a promise and I don't go back on promises. I told her I would drive her to her appointment this morning, so drive I shall. Then I will drop her ass off at home, and get back to my regularly scheduled life. Look she is a nice girl and all, but way too much fucking drama. More than any I have had to deal with in a while outside my own sphere. She is like a mini J. And we all know how that turned out. Let's see if I can recap the day...
She was here in the morning. I told her I needed to work so around 5am she finally went off to bed to sleep after being up all night. That gave me about 4 hours of solid peace and quiet while I worked. She was up at 9 and back in my space. I think that's what is bugging me the most, the invasion of my space. I have become very used to having things my way in my space. Here she is in 3 days disrupting that. I don't like it. Bugging the hell out of me. I took her back to her place thinking that would be the end of it, but nope, when we got there she asked if she could just get ready at my place and drive straight in to the appointment in the morning. Mr Nice Guy that I am rolled over and said sure. I really would like to help this girl as I am the natural born protector. I always want to help.
We got back to my place and I continued working while she did whatever it was she was doing on her computer. At some point she started going back and forth across my place making phone calls and crying and I started to put up the wall. No drama please. She finally said she was going for a walk. Like an hour later she called me from a nearby pub. I told her I would pick her up shortly. While she was gone, I made a couple of inquiries to mutual friends about her and the same answer came up - nice girl, too much drama. She just said to me that if she leaves anything here she is sorry, but it should be ok since she will be back, if I want her back, she hopes I want her back. My response? I want you to get through your drama first. I thought that was a politically safe answer. Anyway, the two people I reached out to yesterday to find out about this girl all said I should be very careful and to get her out before she becomes a permanent fixture. That I can see. While she was out on her walk, I was chatting on Facebook with this other girl I met recently on cast. She asked me why I joined cast and I told her the truth. That I needed to have some group of people who didn't judge me and that I thought she was cute. That's one of the reasons I did join these people - I thought this one girl in particular was really cute. We chatted for about a half hour until H1 called me asking me to pick her up. So I did. I was pissy at that point and decided fuck it, if I am being called to a pub, I am having a drink. Was pretty detached to her while we were there. I am hoping she is getting the hint.
Ok, off to make this over and get my space back.
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