Y3 D228

Long goddamn day yesterday and not very good to be honest. I got up around 5:30 because I was stressing about TGF. I banged around the house until 7:45 when I headed over to Target. Target is nice at that time of the morning. No one is there. It's dead and you can wander around without screaming children or annoying people. I spent about an hour doing regular household shopping and grocery shopping. I like that they added a grocery section to my Target. Some stuff is slightly more expensive, but if it saves me a trip? Then it's worth it. I was done and back home by 9. At that point KBF and the kid were still sleeping so I decided to do the rest of my errands. This included a trip to the pet store to buy the kid her snake. Yep we are now the proud owners of a ball python named Sheila Von Kitty. Ridiculous.

I was all done with everything before 11am. I finally heard from TGF. There was a miscommunication. She thought I was calling her and I thought - no I didn't think, I knew she was supposed to call me because I had the text to back it up. Once she looked at her texts she saw I was right. Yeah.

The kid spent time with her snake. Got everything setup, got her introduced to her new environment, etc. I still needed a new pair of jeans and decided to head off to the mall. None of my jeans were suitable for work. This was nothing about fashion or want, but rather need. I had zero jeans without holes in the knees thanks to shows. I bought one pair, on sale, and hopefully they will last a while.

TGF came over around 4. She could tell something was wrong with me and I told her the truth - I was pretty concerned about her not calling because if she doesn't want me hanging around her friends then she can at least have the courtesy to call me to let me know she is safe. I also told her I didn't appreciate her coming over and whining about having 3 hours of sleep when it was self inflicted. She was very grumpy when she got to my place and I don't need that when I did nothing.

I made fish tacos for dinner for everyone and then around 10 we all headed to the show. Bad show. Really bad. I was yelling at people because I was being yelled at by my director who incidentally should have stayed home. I have to remember sometimes this is for FUN and not a real job. I can walk away any time. The kid went home with KBF after the show and TGF and I were in bed by 3. I couldn't sleep and have been tossing and turning most of the last few hours. Something's bugging me and I don't quite know what it is. Hopefully I will figure it out today. I have an appointment at 3:30 to look at an apartment. I will give more details tomorrow.