Yesterday was fucked up. People wonder why I get depressed and want to kill myself. How about this? Another fucking wages garnishment. Yep. This time for the state for 2010. Ironically the same fucking amount - $2300. There goes an entire paycheck. I had been hoping to use 2011 to pay against 2010 but the fuckers jumped the gun on me and send a garnishment request. Fuck me. That's what I dealt with yesterday. Yes, I dealt with it. At least this time it is coming in the middle of the month and I can figure it out some how. Some way. But damn if I didn't want to just end it last night. The kid was at class, TGF was at home and here I was all alone stressing out. Still stressed out. I may have a solution but it's not pretty or nice. I tried talking to my dad and that got me nowhere. I talked to my sister and she was supportive as always. They have their own lives and I know my sister wishes she could help me but she has enough stuff going on. My dad is fucking useless when it comes to stuff like this. He made jokes about the government. Gee thanks.
That was pretty much my whole day. I tried to distract myself for a while with video games but that only worked so much. On top of it I was getting emails right and left for this show on Saturday which I will have nothing to do with because of my travel plans. I don't know how many times I have to say I will be out of town before it sinks in to some people's heads. I almost started getting rude but decided it wasn't worth it.
I just don't feel like writing any more this morning. I want to hide in a hole all day which I might do. I have to pack and print out shit but otherwise I have no immediate obligations. So fuck the world. Fuck my life. Fuck everything.
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