The worst time of day is at night (yes, I get the irony) when I am alone in bed and the brain starts going. That period before you fall asleep and the day starts replaying along with everything else you have done wrong for the last god knows how many years. Finally you fall asleep with all those doubts pushing their way into your brain leaving your dreams a mess.
Spent the day trying to do some work but unable to because of hours. I did do a 2.5 hour presentation for the client but that was from 7-9:30. After that I spent the day reaching out to my bosses trying to get a hold of them to assign me to something. They can't blame me if I am bench when I have been extremely proactive in not only letting them know my schedule but also trying to setup more work for myself. It's not like they are finding this out after the fact. I have been all over them for things. But I am sure I will have an argument about it with them at some point. Ass hats.
My sister sent me an email yesterday. Turns out my niece wants to come and visit this summer. Hell, she doesn't even need to ask. All she needs to do is show up any time any way. My door is open. My poor sister is having a rough time of it as she is off some of her medications right now and it is truly fucking with her. I feel bad for her. I wish there was something I could do to help but I am too far away.
TGF woke up around 11:30 and we went and had some lunch. She headed home around 4. I probably won't see her tonight. Between class and her friends plus dance early tomorrow, it's easier for her to hang near home today. The kid worked most of the day yesterday. Her and I had dinner and watched some TV.
A very boring day for the most part.
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