Having a hard time this morning. Kind of fuzzy and for no good reason. I got a decent amount of sleep - went to bed around 10:30, up at 5:15. That's not optimal but it certainly doesn't explain my level of exhaustion today. Maybe I am just feeling the effects of training so many days in a row. I always enjoy it from an accomplishment perspective, but it definitely takes it toll on my mental and physical state.
Did day 2 of 4 yesterday. Up and ready for day 3 today. Trained until 2 yesterday, took a brief nap, then really didn't do much of anything else. Watched some more Batman. I am almost through season 1 of that show. Only 900+ episodes of television left to watch and a few hundred movies. I do sometimes feel sorry for the future of television, but then again I said that years ago about newspapers and somehow they have managed to carry on. Albeit not in the same popularity they were a decade ago. I know I don't feel bad about not having pay television any more.
Had spaghetti for dinner. Ended up giving me massive cramps.
God I am boring. I need an adventure. And in one week I will have one. Just have to make it a week. I felt a case of the darkness creeping in a bit last night. I think it was because B was out with friends and the kid wasn't home and it was 7pm on a Wednesday, dark and alone. It was too cold to walk anywhere, I don't want to spend any money until next weekend, and it felt like the black cloud was starting to settle in again. I can feel its presence lurking off to the side. I have to fight it. Have to keep it at bay.
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