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My life has changed forever. You ever meet someone and feel like you have known them for 1000 years? Like everything fits and everything works without even trying? That thee is no awkwardness and you're just comfortable from the start? That was yesterday the minute I laid eyes on B. It was just so 'right'. The morning was pretty straightforward - airport at 4, through security by 5, boarded and cozy by 5:30. First flight was actually 5 minutes early which saved my ass as I had to run from one terminal to another. I ended up having a good 10 minutes to spare. Not the kind of window I like or am used to, but it was all good. I touched down in MI at 3:15 on schedule. We had decided on meeting at baggage claim because it would be easy and logical. There she was as I came down the escalator. The person in the pictures. The words on my computer. The voice on my phone. All came together. She had a rose for me for Valentine's day.

We were both nervous as we drove over to the hotel. Checked in. Now the hotel? Yeah, the hotel isn't really up to my normal standards but for the price I am paying I can handle it. $200 for four nights in a full suite with kitchen is doable. I don't think I have spent that little on a hotel in forever. After checking in we went to the grocery store because I needed rockstar for this morning. We also got a couple little things like some cheese and snacks for the room.

When we got back we opened presents. She put together a gift bag that was like it was the most natural thing to buy me presents. Disney stuff, a bag of candy, and fuzzy socks. Bam. We decided to see if we could find someplace not jammed back for dinner. We ended up at this random restaurant where I had the rack of lamb (herb rolled, goat cheese encrusted) and she had the pork loan (rosemary cream sauce). We both recognized that having dinner together at the bar was again, the most natural thing ever. She even said it's like we had done it a million times before.

Afterwards we came back to the hotel and we made a blanket fort, ate dessert, and watched Across the Universe in our blanket fort. Fucking awesome.

Then the late night activities started in. Not only was there a deeper connection than I ever felt with SG. I finished for once. For the first time since XGF. That was almost a year ago people. Think about that. The first time I was able to successfully climax with another human being in almost a year. You tell me that doesn't mean we fit... For the last few days I have had tool going through my head:


I know the pieces fit because I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication


Yeah I know. But the pieces fit again. And nothing will stop me from having this or take it away from me. Nothing. I won't lose this chance to be happy. We stayed up until 3:00 just talking after. Talking dammit. And it's not like we went at it for hours. It was normal people sex. Not smashed against a window weird ass sex. No, normal people sex for like an hour. And then we cuddled and talked. So fucking normal. Even this weirdness is normal.

Woke up this morning a little while ago and jumped on a meeting. On it right now. After we are off to the detroit disney store!