I just sent my bosses an email asking for a cash advance to pay my insurance and registration. Let's see if they get back to me. Without a car, I am useless to the company. Plus I got a letter from the DMV yesterday saying that if I don't pay my bike registration they are going to turn it over to the tax board. Nice.
Just fucking shoot me. Now.
I can't take this any more. It's ridiculous. It's idiotic. I shouldn't be living like this. I want to run. I want to go away.
No, I am not tripping out and going down the rabbit hole. I am just frustrated that's all. I am just getting angry that I am in this spot. I am trying to deal with a dual income life on a single income. I have stripped everything out that is unnecessary. I am living off scraps off food in my fridge. But man, nothing is helping. I have nothing to sell that would be worth anything, I have tried to find a second job which is tough, and I am basically a hermit so I don't spend any money. This is no way to live.
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