I used to be so big and strong I used to know my right from wrong I used to never be afraid I used to be somebody I used to have something inside now just this hole that's open wide I used to want it all... I USED TO BE SOMEBODY....
I didn't even leave the house yesterday. Still sitting. Still waiting. I finally sent my bosses off the message that I am looking for second job. One of them had the nerve to reply with "there's no need to panic, we are working on getting you more hours and one of the reasons your package is so high is because of the travel". Fuck you. My 'package' isn't cutting it. I don't know how many times I have to say that to them. The quarterly bonuses don't mean shit if I can't survive monthly. That's just not sinking in their heads. I can't MAKE it to the quarter bonus which isn't that much anyway. Fucking dense.
I did spend the day learning some new technology though. Why? Because in part it makes me more valuable to the company and will allow me to be put on more projects, but also because it's a challenge. I want to challenge myself to learn this particular product. I spent about 6 hours working on the core piece of the functions yesterday. I should be ready today to move to the second part of the process. Kind of fun. I do like learning new stuff. Now if I only get the chance to apply it somewhere, that would be nice.
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