Just got home. What is it, 4 something... Long day/night/day. Did a show. It's nice doing the show sober. I actually remember it. I was on top of things, my director gave me a compliment, it was all in all a good time. I think I am going to lay down for a few hours though. I am pretty tired.
I am still stressed out. Friday was rough. I got some bad news from my brother. They aren't presenting him to the transplant committee until the 8th because when he went in for his tests the other day, he had put weight back on from when they checked him out of the hospital. Big no-no. He is back up to 293 which is really bad. They need him to be at LEAST what he was when he checked out if not less. So now he has to sit and wait.
I haven't heard from my sister so I don't know how she is doing. I will call her later today to see how things are faring for her.
Then to add more stress, I got paid Friday and it's already all gone. Seriously. Gone. Rent and four bills. Poof. My car registration is due in a couple of weeks and I have no idea how I am going to pay it. Plus my insurance expired a month ago which means they won't let me register my car unless I can show proof. So now I have to figure out how to come up with money for registration, new insurance, and all my other bills without going overdrawn before the 15th. Once again, I am fucked.
Tired now. Too much thinking. Easier to just close my eyes...
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