Y3 D130

I am cranky this morning. Lack of sleep mostly. Didn't get to bed until 3:30 yet again. Let's see if I can actually remember everything that happened yesterday. Woke up around 8 with a houseful still, kid not home. Fast forward a few hours to the kid coming home and me having a quick yell at her. I yelled at her for one reason and one reason only - not letting me know she wasn't coming home. That was it. I asked how she would have felt if the situation had been reversed. She understood where I was coming from and apologized. She then took off to the beach with KBF. I spent most of the morning cleaning the aftermath of the party. It wasn't too bad but still had to be done. Me and the other folks left then decided to head downtown to look for costumes for the show. It's that time of year where we really do find some things that we wouldn't find normally. We had street food for lunch and wandered around. TGF left around 10 for her dance stuff and I haven't seen her since.

While we were out I stopped at the smoke shop and bought a new hookah. TGF likes smoking one and I enjoy the occasional one myself. They are pretty inexpensive these days and I figured what the hell. I did forget to do one thing while I was out and it's pretty major. I have to take care of it right away today. My friend is in Korea and I need to pay his rent for him. The check is on the fridge, I just need to drop it off. It has to be done today or he is screwed. I figure the offices don't open until around noon so I will head out in a little while. Take care of some other stuff first.

Came home and took a nap. The kid's narcissistic mother decided she wanted to see us yesterday instead of today so we said to come over around 5 for a quick dinner. We figured if she was in our domain it would be easier to kick her out later. The kid came home on time at 5 and I was in the middle of cooking a pork roast. Around 5:20 X1 calls to say she would be here within the hour. Perfect. One hour passes. Two hours pass. Three hours pass. Nothing. Around 8:20 kid checks her phone and there was a voicemail from 7:45 which we missed saying that X1 had to go to the mall first and *might* be over later. Once a bitch, always a bitch. We said screw it and started getting ready for the show. The kid and KBF took off around 8:45 and I left shortly thereafter. Right before I left X1 calls wanting to know if she could come over. Um no. She then prattles on about her life and starts grilling me about TGF. Blah blah blah.

Get to the show around 9:30 and just hang until call time. I didn't drink. I am sticking to that promise. Things start around 10:30, I do music and everything is good. It's amazing though how much more I notice being sober. All the little things. I catch the kid and KBF making out a few times. Everyone thinks they are so cute. Honestly I am pretty apathetic about it. I am glad she is happy and it really doesn't bug me one way or another.

Need to pay my buddy's rent, do laundry, and clean. X1 may still come over but we shall see. TGF has a dance performance today so I don't know what time I might see here. Hopefully by then the cranky will have worn off.