Y3 D146

My past has come back to bite me in the ass. At 3pm yesterday I got an email from my payroll company informing me my wages were about to be garnished for 2009 taxes. They want 2269.00 and they want it in one shot. I am about to lose an entire paycheck to them. According to their little chart, per paycheck I am exempt $500 and they get the rest. Because of the amount of my checks, that means they are going to take everything. I called my finance guy to confirm this and he said yes I am screwed solid. Nice. Now I have to figure out when it is coming out and if it is this check then I have no idea how I am going to pay rent. The upside is it will be a one time hit as I make enough for them to take what they want and be done with it. Of course I still owe 2010. I will call them once this is done to arrange payments on that. Yay, I go from having the best weekend to getting ass raped 24 hours later. Thanks universe. On top of it, I hear from the kid that according to X1, TGF is a narcissistic little brat and I am a sugar daddy. She somehow managed to get all this from TGF's facebook profile which is interesting because hardly uses facebook and most of her stuff is 1-2 years old on there.

Took the kid and KBF out to the club last night. Hey, if I am going to be fucked, I am going out in a blaze of glory. Remember that ringtone? It's still there. What? Never mind, that's for someone else...

FUCK. I am just ready to give up this morning. I faked it for one more show last night but today and right now the weight of the world is weighing heavy. I don't want to go to work. I want to jump in front of a bus. Fuck fuck fuck.

I have no idea how I will bounce from this one. I am not telling TGF as it's none of her business. But we obviously won't be going out for a while. I will tell her enough that she gets it, but that's about it. Kill me. Let the kid sell everything from my estate. I don't want to file bankruptcy but I may have no choice at this point. I need to look into it. I can't keep going on like this. You win universe. I can't handle this. Walk through the glass. At least I will die knowing I had pleasure with TGF and the kid has someone to look after her.