It's such a catch-22 being on the road and then being home. When I am out there, I want to be here, when I am here I want to be out there. I also think the feelings are in relation to the length of time at home versus the length of time on the road. Regardless, worked yesterday and may have overcome a big technical challenge that is facing us on some reports for a client. But at the same time we have to present this morning because they are not going to like how the end result looks. It's a case where they want something but from a technical perspective it creates undesired results. I met the requirement but the way to meet it may not make them happy. We have to present in less than an hour and I am not looking forward to it. Maybe that's what it is about being on the road - when I am on the road it's usually for training and that is something where there's less surprises and issues. I am going off material that is already done, demos that work, etc. Less gotchas tend to appear on the road versus at home. Less random shit rearing its ugly head.
After work, the kid and I took a ride to IKEA. I have been feeling like the house is cluttered lately and I had a brainstorm yesterday. I ended up buying three shelves each almost 4 feet in length. I mounted them on a wall and moved all my Disney stuff to them. I now have a Disney corner. It made such a difference in how I feel about the room. It cleared up some of the clutter going on which felt good. I also like the way everything looks. Consolidates all my stuff and I look less crazy. Hey if I can look less crazy on the outside...
Talked to SG a little yesterday. Called her out once again on something. She was making some comments about coming over and I said "the thought of fucking me actually has more allure to you than actually fucking me, doesn't it". She didn't have a good answer. I am a virtual thing for her. I am something to occupy her mind and time. I am masturbation material. They say "always remember, you're someone's reason to masturbate". In this case it's true. Good?
Talked to D too. Just casual, nothing heavy. I need to figure out when I can see her again. May be a while. Wildcard and I are on the outs I think because of schedules. Time to find another one to add to my stable of women who frustrate the hell out of me. Why did XTGF have to leave? Best damn thing that has happened to me in a while, that's for sure.
Went to bed around 10 only to be woken up by a phone call from my director. One of our friends broke down near our house and he was calling to see if I could go jump him. Unfortunately, one I was in bed, but two the kid had my car and was at work. I don't know what time she even got home to be honest. Played some Diablo before bed. I think this may be the week I kill him finally.
Today I am going to interview a new tattoo artist at 2. This should be fun. I may have new ink this time tomorrow.
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