Doing pretty good this morning. Had a good show last night which always helps. Didn't wake up to a shitstorm of emails or issues that I had to address. I had a decent day too. The kid and I hung out, did a little shopping, and watched some south park. Nothing exciting but nice. Relaxing, slow moving.
I will say I am feeling much better being home than being on the road. I was completely stressed out last week being in Texas. But now that I am home and have my connections again, I am more relaxed. Still don't think my life is all that great, nor do I think things are wonderful, but the anger about it is subsided. That I think is the difference. When I am thousands of miles away from anything comforting, I get angry about my life. When I am home and I can be in my space, I am much more relaxed about the shit pile that is my life. I can more readily 'accept' things when I am around my own things. Gives me more perspective.
I am just kind of rambling here. But it's all good. Now to see if I have to go to another rehearsal tonight...
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