I am filled with an emptiness right now. Just a void. Almost apathy but not quite. It's a hollow feeling of loneliness, sadness, worthlessness, fear, and many more depressing adjectives. I can't shake it. Tis the season motherfucker.
The kid got bad news. She didn't get into the Disney program again. She is depressed about that but at the same time she now can finally move forward with the guy she has been seeing. She has been not allowing herself to get close in case she was moving. She also doesn't understand why she didn't get in again. There are 64,000 people who apply every year and they accept 8,000. Her and 55,999 other people won't get in this year. Perspective.
Me? I trained all day. Same thing all week. Didn't put on pants. No need. I think if you look in my laundry basket I have worn four things in the last 2 weeks. Scary.
Doesn't matter. It's not like anyone gives a shit or wants to see me anyway.
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