Went back to work yesterday. Not very exciting. The client was surprised I was back already. I told him honestly I can't keep sitting around the house at this point. He understood. It was true -- not much left to do here. I don't want to clean house until Saturday mainly to keep myself busy this weekend, and I don't have any money left in the bank until the 10th. Might as well go to work to fill 10 hours of my day.
Ordered the kid's presents last night. Had $205 in gift cards, spent $211. For $6 she is getting nine gifts including 2 necklaces, a CD, and some books she wanted. I ordered myself one gift but it's for the house and she can share it with me. I also had enough points on another site where I got a $25 bookstore gift card. I will wrap that up and give it to her too.
Little stressed about money right now. I am tight until the 10th and I have no one to blame but myself. I shouldn't have gone out Monday night. I knew better but I wanted so badly to go out and try to drown my sorrows over my brother. I needed a night of what I felt was normalcy. But now I am on the wire for a week. Need to be very careful.
Along those lines, tonight is the company holiday dinner. I don't know if I can go because I am not sure I can afford the gas money. Plain and simple. Plus parking. Plus an hour plus of driving since it is in the city at 6:30 which means I need to leave here by 5. I told our admin I am tentative. I also don't know if I want to be around people who don't know. I am going to play it by ear.
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