Y2 D196

Did nothing yesterday of any note. Went to work, came home. Started watching Always Sunny. Made it through the first season and 3 episodes into season two. I should be able to finish the second season tonight. Other that than that? Nothing. Nada. Nil. Boring. Alone. Nobody even called me or texted me to see what I was doing last night. Kind of sad. Didn't even chat with anyone online. I have $37 in the bank to last me the next 48 hours. I have no food in the house to make a real meal with, nothing but water to drink, and I am almost out of smokes. This is going to be a very stressful 48 hours if I have nothing. Some clients have subsidized soda, juice, etc. Not this one. Full on full price vending machines only. I have some teabags left, but I am saving those for the kid when she is here. I did get a generic invite to the second memorial for my brother from his wife. I say generic because it went out to everyone in her contact list. She even admitted it in her email. Would have been nice to receive a personal call since I am family. I don't know if I will go or not. Mostly because I can't afford to make the trip, but also because I don't like to go where I am not wanted. If I did go, I would fly up the Friday before, visit friends, then head to the memorial on Saturday and fly back Saturday night so I could make a show. But I am also supposed to pick the kid up on Saturday morning. My brother won't be at the memorial. He is already in the ground and I won't know any of the people there. It seems like an awful lot of time and money and disappointment to the kid just for me to go up for 36 hours. Not really worth it. BUT it would also piss off my sister in law to no end if I did show up and I would have a chance to visit some friends including N. She lives near there now and it would be nice to see her. I don't know. I have a few days to make a decision. I will figure it out. L7 the new one I went out with Sunday wants to go out Saturday. Have to think about that one.