Y2 D203

I want to scream.

I want to grab people by their shoulders and shake them until they open their eyes and see.

I want to take a shotgun and run through the malls shooting everyone and everything that comes across my path.

I want to shove a gun in X2's mouth and make her apologize.

I want to slice open X1 and make her finally look at herself.

I want to beat in psycho bitch's face for stealing from me.

I want to save her from herself.

I want to destroy something beautiful.

I want something beautiful.

I want to hold LO.

I want to be touched.

I want to be left alone.

I want to fuck her until she screams.

I want to be loved.

I want to run until my blood runs with battery acid and then I will run some more.

I want to change. 

I want to be change.

I want to explode.

I want to stop being afraid.

I want to die.

I want to live.

Forgive me.

Help me.

Leave me.

Erase me.

Think I know what you meant that night on my bed. Still picking at this scab, I wish you were dead. Your sweat and Perry Ellis, just stains on my sheets...