Y4 D22

I slept extremely well last night. A good deep sleep at that. Had a pretty good day yesterday. I am down from earlier in the week and thanks to the damn doctor still trying to see if my mood changes because of events or the other way around. Still not quite sure.

I had my coffee date yesterday with the one who was ranked pretty low on OKC. She is a nice person that's for sure, but yeah, I get why it ranked us low in terms of match potential. I think there good be friend potential, but nothing more. She is interesting, seems to have her shit together, but, not really my type. In other words, she looks her age. Yeah. I know.

On the way back I stopped by a co-workers to pick up a laptop then came home to work. I finished up some modeling for a client and then also wrote a report for the same client. I do feel I accomplished something work wise yesterday which is always good.

Made strawberry pavlovas last night for company. I had three friends over and we played Cards Against Humanity. Drank some Mike's Hard and had fun. Everyone was out the door before 11 which was good. Probably why I slept well last night. Didn't overdo it on the booze, didn't go out and get crazy.

As for the other ones on the horizon? I decided yesterday I am done chasing. I hit this place once before and it seemed to work better for my state of mind. Let them chase me. Show me you need me not the other way around. I need to know you are thinking about me. For example my date for Monday got moved to Tuesday but whatever. I may cancel it this time just to prove a point. I did get a surprise in the mail yesterday which was nice - the old GF who owed me money still sent $250 and enclosed a note remembering my birthday. The timing is perfect as we are going to the fair today and now I can go guilt free. I had one friend give me free tickets which is nice, and now the other money can handle the ride bracelet and food. We can have a good day at the fair without stressing. There are about 10 of us going today meeting up at all different times. At least 4 of us are going right when it opens this morning which will be fun. I am looking forward to today.