Slept like complete and utter shit last night. Woke up three different times due to bad dreams. One about X2 at that. I haven't had one of those in a while which is what disturbs me. She's the last person I want to be dreaming about ever. Yelling. Infidelity. Money. Standard topics and all coming at me in my sleep. Fuck that. I don't remember the other two as clearly but I do know I did not have a restful time of it last night.
I forgot to mention something else that happened on Tuesday with me and the guy in group. I mentioned that he remembered me from high school but I forgot about our conversation in the elevator. I made some comment about being a loser outcast during that time and his response was 'well you seemed pretty cool to me'. Huh. Really? Weird.
I did get a GOOD letter from the IRS yesterday. Didn't even know they knew how to send those. All that shit with the house and the old taxes? Settled. I got a letter saying you owe us nothing and the case is officially closed. Thank fucking god.
Worked all day and even into the night a bit. I am taking a respite today for about four hours to run some errands for Sunday which I can't do at night which means I wanted to get some major work in yesterday to alleviate the guilt I will have today.
I was up until about 11:30 getting some modeling done. The upside? Since I feel like shit this morning I don't feel bad because no one is going to be waiting for me to finish the model. I know they are all in already and have been able to work. Small victories.
Not much else went down yesterday. Obviously I didn't go to that seminar. I figured out that I would have had to leave my house at 5 and not gotten home until 11:30 which I just couldn't afford time wise yesterday.
Let's see what I can accomplish today. If anything.
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