Little stressed out this morning. I almost slept through a meeting. I couldn't sleep last night for some reason. I wasn't stressed out or worrying about anything, I just couldn't sleep. I think my sleep patterns are thrown off again for some reason. Maybe I need to travel? Get things back on schedule. Tonight I am going to try taking a sleeping pill around 8. Force myself to a normal pattern.
This is really sad because I had an awesome day yesterday. I got up at noon which was fantastic. At 12:30 I got one of the best phone calls - my director calling me to say GOOD JOB. It is so rare to have her actually directly give a compliment. That made my day perfect from the get go. Then I made pancakes at 1:30. The kid didn't have to work until 4 so we had pancakes together. I spent the day ripping movies, playing on tumblr, and chatting with the girl I met on Saturday through facebook. It was a perfect freaking day. I did a whole lot of nothing and felt no guilt about it. I watched a movie on netflix - PI which was really bizarre. Then when the kid got home I watched an episode of the X-Files with her. At that point I tried going to bed and sleeping. At first it looked like it was going okay, but then the time just started dragging and dragging. It was 10 when I went to bed and it was 12:00 when I got up stressed. I think I fell asleep around 3 finally.
I don't have much else to report about yesterday because it was a lazy hazy summer day. If I could just sleep then things would be great.
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