Y4 D36

One, two, three, almost, come on, you can do it, right there, damn, nope, so close. Five hours and three, almost four orgasms for her, zero for me. Yeah, I know. Guilt. Nerves. Wait correction. Since I started typing this she woke up. So the new count would be 4.5 for her thank you very much. She wanted to sleep, but hey you know how it goes. Naked, morning, why waste it?

All in all, yesterday was a pretty fucking awesome day. I have to say it goes down as one of the better one in recent history. The morning saw a brow appointment, followed by a five hour meeting with a new client. The best part of that meeting was when one of the client's people asked what my role was as this was the first time they had met me and I threw down my business card with ROCKSTAR in bold fucking letters. We are doing a POC for this client meaning everything is fast, dirty, rough... shit am I confusing the later part of the day with the client? Heh. Well I guess there are some similarities.

After the meeting with the client, I headed to the train station and headed downtown to check into the hotel and see if I could kill some of my nerves with Vodka. It did it's job. I bought a bottle of Cotton Candy at Safeway with a whole lot of Rockstars. Thank god as I needed those later in the day/night.

Oh shit, back up. Before I left, my new Disney Pin order arrived. I didn't have much time to go through them but it looks like I got about 45 new ones bringing the big board total to 548. Yeah bitches. Plus I will have about 80 to bring with me in two weeks to the park. I will break 600 before the middle of July.

Okay, so I am downtown, walking around killing time before the show, and my boss calls. I had asked for a salary increase to help cover my rent increase. After a good discussion we settled on a 1.5% raise, plus a $1000 gift card. See, it's easier for them to write off gifts rather than cash. It was pretty funny; he was asking do I need anything - tablet, laptop. I'm like, no I am actually good right now. Funny enough.  He laughed and asked 'do i have the right person? Did I dial a wrong number?'.

Then I went to the opera. We had a little pre-opera texting to warm things up. The opera itself? Enjoyable. Act I was long and a bit annoying, but I had a second row aisle seat, the sound was good, the production itself well acted and costumed, so all in all no complaints. Act II was much better not only because it was shorter, I just found it more entertaining.

After the show she had to shut down and then we headed back to the hotel. We actually talked for a while as I wanted to know what was going on, where we stood, what this was all about, etc. Yes I was being a girl. Sue me. We had a couple of drinks and then the fun started. We went at it from about midnight until 3 when she let me sleep for about 45 minutes. Next thing I know it's 4:30. We both finally sleep until 7 and then go at it again. Finally a shower and then done.

We WILL see each other again. I promised her I will leave my guilt and nerves at home. The guilt comes from the status of her relationship. I feel weird as she is still trying to reconcile with her husband, she has multiple partners right now, and we need to keep emotions in check for now. That's hard for me. I am an emotional guy. Keeping my emotions at bay is a challenge. Everything I do has emotion attached. But she is not there. She wants sex. I do too, don't get me wrong, but there's a certain amount of emotion in my mind that comes with that. Age I guess. Or more because I know her and have liked her for a while? I don't know. I do know that I need to let it go if I have a chance of sleeping with her again. Which I want to do.

Heading home on the train now. Show tonight.