Y3 D330

I managed to have another decent night. Again slept on the other side of the bed too. I went to bed around 9:30 and woke up at 3:10 but fell back to sleep unti 6:30. I think part of it is I have nowhere to be this week. If I had to get up I would, but I don't. I am working very independently this week with no meetings other than the one on Monday. I have a couple of goals I have to meet, but the time of day I hit them is irrelevant.

Worked all day yesterday. The general feeling of sadness has yet to pass. I am still feeling it. Don't really feel like being sociable or having any human interaction again. Man TXGF was good at helping to keep that in check. Speaking of her, I had my first official dream about her since the breakup. Not just a passing moment, but one where she was the central figure. It wasn't a bad dream either. We actually were friends in the dream. And there was a grasshopper walking across the floor. Yeah, weird, I know.

Kid had class in the late afternoon. Took her to the train and then came back home to be alone. I was torn between going out and staying in and decided to stay in. Didn't really have anywhere to go and didn't want to ramble around uselessly. Ended up playing Deus Ex. I did get past a boss I was stuck on which was cool. Finally advanced the main story line.

Picked the kid up at nine, came back home, and went to bed.

Not a very exciting day, huh? Welcome to the new and improved world of me. Oh wait. It's the same as it was before TXGF. Yay me.