I love my sister. She is amazing. Even when I am at my lowest she still loves me and wants to help me. I am lucky to have her. Yesterday she emailed me about things and even after my reply which was a horrible, rude, self-deprecating mess of a reply, she replies simply with 'well i still love you'. Dammit, hard to be self pitying when you get that. And then my buddy sends me a snarky but heart felt message telling me to stop whining. Fine. I am done whining. For both of them.
Slept like total shit last night. Not functional at all this morning. Went to bed around 10:30, tossed and turned for an hour plus, then woke up at 2:30 and freaked out. I couldn't find my phone. Which is how I knew it was 2:30 because I got up to look for my phone. After sending it emails and then calling it from google chat, I found it under the bed. Must have fallen off the nightstand. But that kept me up until 3. Then the alarms started going off at six. I feel like shit right now.
Worked yesterday and made no progress on something. I have to barrel through it today when I get back from another client. I want to take tomorrow off to deal with some shit, but not if I don't get through this report. Too much at once.
Kid had class in the afternoon but she fucked up. Turned out she DIDN'T have class because of some charity thing going on at the same time her teacher was involved in. So she wasted a trip into the city, the train fare, etc. On top of it, it started raining on her last night. Yet when she got off the train she was in a good mood. Probably because she has a date tomorrow night. Lucky her. Me? I plan to clean the house tomorrow night. Whoo...
We ran a couple of errands after getting her at the train, came home, she went on the internet and I played Deus Ex until the above bedtime fiasco.
See? No whining. Happy?
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