Y5 D13

I can't catch a fucking break can I? I finally start to feel like I have things in order and of course the universe decides to fuck me up the ass with no lubrication. Because that's the way things go. Right in the middle of training yesterday my main machine decides to have a hard drive failure. Yes, I have known this was coming, but the timing really fucking sucks okay? And I tried to apply for an apple account to get it replaced and of course they turned me down which now has probably fucked my credit up even more just by applying. Well fuck you apple and fuck you life and fuck you everything. I have no idea how I am going to get this one fixed or replaced. Luckily I keep everything off on the external hard drives so that isn't a problem. I won't lose any data (hopefully) but at the same time, this just fucking sucks ass.

My class went okay despite my machine crashing. I spent three hours after class trying to get the machine to come back up to no avail. I finally said fuck it and went out for a drive. I just drove around until I got hungry.

Ate a burger and came back home.

The kid and KBF were 'home' but by that I mean in the other room. I got really fucking pissed at them for leaving dishes out all over. I am tired of them. I need them gone. At least for a while. Or I need to go. Oh wait, I am. I will spend the majority of the next two weeks on the road. Lucky me. I got told yesterday as my machine was crashing that I need to be in San Diego three days before I am planned to be in Costa Mesa. Great. Upside? A week paid in Socal which means I should be able to go to the park at least one or two nights. THAT I can handle. I should have at least two days to myself while I am down there and be able to go to the park.

I went to bed at 9:30 last night because I had a horrible fucking headache from the day. Half assed talked to B mostly because I wasn't in the mood to talk to anyone. She understood.

Let's see if today is any better. One more day of training and then a weekend.