Y5 D18

Had a really bad dream last night. The kind where you wake up screaming. Went to bed around 10 and woke up at 11:42.

I was in a hotel (what a shock) and I was trying to check out of my room. But I was always rechecking in to the same hotel. In my dream the hotel has subleased a portion of its rooms to another hotel. So I was checking out of one and checking into another. The trouble started when I got on the elevator to go back to my original room to get my stuff. The elevator doors wouldn't close and the elevator went sideways instead of up. I ended up in a strange part of the hotel and from there it got worse. I couldn't find my way back to the original part of the hotel. I just kept going deeper and deeper into this hotel. There was a children's ward. There were rooms that had been sold off as condos. There were giant rooms with bunk beds like a homeless shelter. There was a midway where I was afraid the cops were going to start chasing me because I was running around frantic trying to get back to my room to get my stuff. Then the bag I was holding started moving and a lobster creature came out of the bag and started eating my arms. That's the highlights of the dream. The main point was it was getting later and later and I was afraid the hotel was going to go through my stuff and throw it away. And of course the lobster creature eating my arms. That part was not fun.

I eventually fell back to sleep and then had a second awful dream. This time I was in an apartment and was asking myself if I was too old for things. Anything. Life. Dreams. Anything. Then I was hanging out at Steve Martin's place helping him put in a car stereo. Yeah, I don't get that one either.

Trained all day. Decent class. Good environment. No issues or complaints there. Had sushi for dinner. Sigh. Very tired. Very confused. I don't know. I am lost right now in my head.