ANA Y1 D167

Twice. We went at it twice yesterday. It's definitely official. Even in our first months together B and I didn't have the physical relationship that C and I have. We have been dating three months now and I have lost count. I have now exceeded the last two to three YEARS of my marriage in three months. That's something for sure. But we have more than that. We talk. We've gone on more after dinner walks than I have in the last two years. We've snuggled more on the couch. We've spent better quality time. 

More importantly, my ears. Silence for three days. I can't point to a bigger sign than that.

Worked on a new webinar yesterday. Learned how to do query folding. Don't ask. It's boring and dry and I somehow have to make it sound exciting for an hour. Going to put my presentation together today. Lord knows how I will make this fun. Got sent a new book by work - Cloud FinOps. No, I don't know what the fuck that means either. But let me read this book and I will get back to you on that. These people make up words and expect us to know what they are. Okay. Babble babble bitch bitch and don't forget the violence. Had a meeting from 3-4 yesterday. Did some laundry. Made indian food for dinner from scratch. We had butter chicken, rice, lentils, naan, and spinach. Was quite tasty. Tonight we're having carnitas tacos. It's so nice to just be home and do boring home things. We don't need to be going out constantly. Just chill at home.

We brought the dresser up from my old office to give C space for her stuff. Thanks to my rearranging of the bedroom, we fit it in with no problem and there's still plenty of room. Now we have space for all our clothes. This makes me happy. According to my calendar, B is on day 9 of 49. I hope they're doing okay still. Another month in the tundra before they come back. That's a long damn time to be away from everything. C has another 15 days before they have to go home for a while. Man my life is weird. I feel like this year will be over before we know it. I am genuinely excited to see what next year brings. At least here in MI, politically it will remain stable thanks to Tuesday's election. Hopefully. 

I am happy and I don't want to fuck it up. Let's make sure I don't fuck it up, okay?