It's amazing how much mental stress is alleviated when you have a partner who actually pulls their share around the house. You go from feeling constantly overwhelmed to relaxed in a snap. No more "I have to do this, that, this other thing, those things, etc" to okay, focus on these two things, the other stuff is being taken care of right now. It really is a liberating feeling. Case in point I taught all day yesterday. One of the more technically challenging classes too. It was a very draining day. In the back of my mind was all these things I had to do after class. But, C was taking care of them. She wasn't spending her day on her phone getting high. Shocker. Dishes. Pets. Store. All done. To her it's no big deal, to me it's life changing. I was able to finish class, make us dinner, enjoy said dinner, and not stress about everything that wasn't done. She has to leave for a week on Saturday and it's going to be rough. Not going to lie. I will feel the pressure of too many things at once again. But I will get through it because I have to. It will be okay. Not much else to talk about today. When I teach all day like that it pretty much eats the day from 8:30 until 6pm. I have another class today, a follow up meeting earlier, and group tonight. It should be another straight forward day.
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