I am done with these fucking animals. Wake up to one horking on the bed like some fucking alien, walk into the other room to find a pile of puke, get woken up in the first place by a third scratching and knocking things around. Haven't been downstairs yet, but I am sure there's piss waiting for me down there. Nope. Just done. B can have all of them. I don't fucking care. I want a quiet empty house. I want out of here. I want to be done with everything here. I hate this state. I hate this area more specifically. I hate poor, uneducated, stupid people. I hate people who try to drive into me in their piece of shit cars while talking on the phone. Fuck them, fuck this world.
I spent most of yesterday cycling between pissed off and depressed. Today is not starting out any better. I don't want to go into it, but let's just say, I am tired and done with my job. I am tired and done with B. I am almost willing to just walk away from all of it right now. Start over again on a remote island somewhere. Leave all this behind. Everything.
I'm just done.
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