I woke up this morning and smiled because I felt C next to me but then realized it was the stupid dog and got all sad. Not going to lie, I miss her sleeping next to me. But I will also admit I slept pretty fucking good. I have a good temperature in the house, the humidifier was running all night, and I was cozy. I checked my sleep log this morning and was at an 80% quality. I consider that a good night's sleep.
C left yesterday around noon, I worked on presentations. Made chicken for dinner. Did laundry. Wrapped Xmas presents. Watched some TV. For the record, Wednesday is awful. Like really bad. Jose Guzman is a great actor, but he is NOT Gomez Addams. It's just a watered down play on a good premise. Bad.
Had a two hour talk with B. It was up and down. We decided on a few things. Like I am willing to continue paying shit if it gets them out of my house. I also conceded a couple of items like the Xmas tree and the dining room table. Look, I want my life. I want my house. If it means I give up a few things, so be it. We did agree that when they (eventually) get back here, we will do a room by room inventory and we will look at the balance of every credit card and determine what is "household" debt and what is their debt. I won't keep paying forever. I need an end date. I need a settlement to be honest. Same thing I did with X1. Here, take this and go. I wish I had that kind of money again as it would make this so much easier. They are still stuck in Alaska by the way. The truck still isn't fixed. They don't know when it will be fixed. The shipping people only ship once a week. Right now it looks like they will be stuck there until at least Xmas. I am taking the whole tattoo appointment on the 27th. A also has a place lined up now for when they get back. Hopefully, B will move right in with them. That's my desire. Again, if I have to keep paying for a while, but it gets them out? Okay. Do what you got to do.
More of the same today, then group tonight.
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