Blizzard verified my goddamn account got hacked and was used for spamming. I had to change my password twice yesterday to deal with it. I still have $100 unresolved on my checking account and I am late with two bills. And fucking Avis put a $100 hold on my account until I return the car. Sigh.
Today would have been my mother's birthday. It's my friend's 21st. Another friend finds out he has oral cancer and lights up. I would do the same. When they tell me liver is going, I will ask for a double. Another friend found out she is pregnant. 20, eating disorder, unmarried, and pregnant. Way to go. She wouldn't confirm who the father is which means either he doesn't know and she isn't going to tell him, or it isn't her boyfriend.
Are those kill themselves strong or weak? Are they strong because they finally did what they felt in their hearts instead of caving in to the pressurs of society and trying to be 'healthy'? Or are they weak because they didn't fight? Maybe they are only weak to us because we don't have the strength to follow their lead. Maybe they seem weak because we are the ones left behind to pick up the pieces and have to move forward in this rotten existence. In the end, they might really be the strong ones.
Traveled all day yesterday. Left the house at 4, took off at six, got to Dallas at noon, left again at 2, arrived in Memphis at 4. Met with the client for about 1/2 to go over things then hit the hotel. Went to Target to get some odds and ends, played Diablo, went to bed.
The end.
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