Y4 D63

Teach us Obi Wan, teach us. No young padawans, you are not ready to learn the ways of the Jedi yet...

What the fuck am I talking about? Meh, don't worry about it. But do know that I just resigned from cast this morning only to be sucked back in with an apology.

So we did a special show last night and because of - holy fucking flashback batman... I did this same post the last time we had a special show. Wow. Just realized that. Did time fucking stop or what? Anyway to move on with the story...

I did jack fucking shit during the day yesterday. Left for the show at 3:30. We got downtown about 6:45 and everything went down hill from there. None of my crew had shown up to rehearsal except one and it showed last night. Things were missed, things were bad from my perspective. From an audience perspective, I am sure things looked fine, but you know how it is when you are in the middle of it all. It looks worse than it really is. I was so pissed off at everyone and everything that 3/4s of the way through the show I walked off. I left. Just up and fucking left. I went into a bar which it turns out was a gay bar (explains the half naked man dancing on a pole), took $100 out of the ATM, put it on the bar and said "get me drunk on vodka". He came through.

At some point someone dragged me out of the bar and said we are going for food. I ended up in a Denny's eating an egg sammich. It was pretty good from what I remember even though at about 4 this morning I shoved my finger down my throat to get the booze out.

All in all? I lived. And I have no fucking regrets.